Acceptance or Denial
Monday, April 10th, 2006Mark 14:72
Then he began to curse and swear, “I do not know this Man of whom you speak!”
This verse is Peter denying Jesus for the third time, while Jesus was on trial. Peter was in the courtyard watching the kangaroo court and how the Sanhedrin were using false witnesses to try and convict Jesus in front of the people so as to not cause a riot.
A couple of points here my mind start thinking. One is the fact that Peter began to curse and swear at this denial. Why would he do this? Was he so afraid that Peter would be hung on a tree also? Or did he get so mad that people would not stop asking him about being a follower of Jesus? Then, have I ever been in this place; have I ever been to the point where I denied the fact that I was a Christian? Have I ever been afraid of how people will think of me or what they may do to me, knowing that I am a Christian? How many times have I avoided the subject of my beliefs to not ‘rock the boat’? Then here is the follow-up, killer, question, what will I do in the same situation in the future? I know these situations come up, where Christians, the bible, or Jesus come under attack in the world. Whether it is something said, writing, or something done; the world will attack at that. When I am around it, will I stand up for Jesus or will I falter and deny Him, just to not cause a problem. Whether a conversation may come up at work, at the club, while I am out having dinner with friends, family, church associates, or just out shopping?
Will the situation be any different if people present me with evidence of my beliefs? Like the third time Peter was asked, it was pointed out because of his accent. People knew about the Disciples as much as Jesus. They had themselves already done some works, in the name of Jesus. Even when I am told before hand about the signs, a rooster crowing twice will Peter deny Jesus three times. In Mark, the rooster crowed once before he denied Jesus the second and third times. Peter had a chance to recognize the signs, repent on his decision, and decide to follow his Master and proclaim that he was a disciple of Jesus. How will I act in these situations?
What I hear God telling me from this section of scripture is just that I will have situations where I will have the choice to either accept Him or deny Him to the world. That I will be given signs that I am headed down the wrong path and that I can turn back. Even if I do deny Him three times, He still loves me and He will still use me, if I remain open to Him. Look at how Peter changed in Acts. The Holy Spirit works miracles in those with a willing heart and an open spirit.
Father, I want to thank You for all your gracious works, the mighty work on the cross, the shedding of Your blood, so that we all may be washed clean and be presented before You through Christ, perfect. I thank You for showing me that I have the choice to accept or deny You at every stage of my walk with You and how even through fear and doubt and persecution You remain there for me, waiting for me to take that outstretched hand of Yours. Help me be ever mindful of the choices I make, never to lose sight of your Face, and no matter how much it may hurt, a day with You is so much better than a thousand thousand elsewhere. In the name of Jesus I pray, Amen!
